i wish i was smarter. i feel like im the stupidest creature in the whole world. some brainless beautiful creature... there are so many people that write outstanding essays, and poems, and stuff.. and me.. oh yes: math, bio, chem.. yeah, great. my boyfriend often complains that what he had chosen to do isnt good enough. he's gonna study history or english at cambridge soon. things that he writes are just incredible. it is simply impossible for me to write anything of this kind.
i think the true beauty is in revealing inner thoughts through art and literature..
science isnt good enough. for me. dammit.



happy halloween btw, everyone!